something a little personal... *shock*

Pain

I'm hurt
I'm in pain
I need to let go

my tear stained face
my swollen eyes
staring at a picture of you
my heart ache

I hurt myself
can you feel my pain?
can you see what you did?
you hurt me
can you read my mind?
can you predict my heart?

my scarred soul
can never be cure
my heart
the one you stole
I can never have it back

I'm hurt
will you be smiling?
my pain
will you be laughing gaily?
my tears
will you cry with me?

hurt
it's as simple as that

27th june 2008
office

memories

it was yesterday when you hold me
it was lastnight when you kissed my hand
it was you who told me that you wouldn't leave
it was I who swore to be yours
it was us who professed our love

why is it so hard to understand?
why do we have to deny this?

letting you go is not an option
its not even an answer for everything
its a myth in your head - of happiness

sweet voices, gentle touches
secured in my heart
memories once filled with thoughts of you and me
a happiness we once reached
and why spoiling it now?

fear creeping up your thoughts
and creeping in mine too
we fought and we lose
giving in to sadness

27th june 2008
office

kemunculan semula

setelah 3 bulan menyepikan diri. Banyak kejadian di luar jangkaan terjadi. Aku menerima segalanya dengan sabar dan redha akan ketentuan-NYA. Dengan kemunculan semulaku ini, aku memulakannya dengan satu puisi. Nukilan hatiku di saat ini...

nukilan hatiku

mungkin aku bodoh
atau aku tersilap
atau keduanya sekali

mungkin aku keliru
kerana itu air mataku menitis
hatiku sebak
jiwaku lari entah kemana

mungkin aku tiada jawapannya
soalan demi soalan
menerjah kotak minda
hanya mampu ku renung
tiada satu pun jawapan yang pasti

mungkin iman ku yang goyah
suka akan perhatian
jiwaku bergolak
hatiku mendahului akal fikiranku

mungkin aku sudah punya jawapan
cuma aku tidak ingin mengetahuinya
apa pun...
cahaya tetap ada menerangi kegelapan

10 Jun 2008
Lumut