am I crazy?

I wanted to write. letting out everything in my heart. Things that I couldn't tell others. well, if I do, they just tossed me aside. I just couldn't write... I just want people to understand. Is it that hard? someone once said to me, that I am mentally weak. hence why I keep on hurting myself whenever depression hit me. I was advised to go get medication. *sigh*

I was watching 'Prozac Nation'. oh wow. that was intense. Finally, an eye opener.